That "What Am I Doing" Feeling

Every once in a while, say, once every couple months, I get really overwhelmed thinking about the music pursuit. My breathing gets shallower my stomach starts to churn. I find myself wanting to groan aloud as though this might relieve the psychological angst. My mind races over all the pieces to the puzzle - a website, getting press, booking gigs, pitching to radio, writing new songs, recording and how expensive it is to record, whisperings of how I should assemble a band, registering my songs with BMI and trying to get them out to those big-wig folks who pick music for movie soundtracks... and so on. There is SO MUCH to THINK ABOUT!!! Achieving my goals seems nearly impossible when I attempt to process everything in these weak moments.